i wish can be lesbian..~

here i am....

don't know what i m feeling right now...

i wish i could end all of this..

i wish i could make everyone around me happy....

especially 4 those that i love...

i v promise my self not to fall in love again...

especially with men..!!!

hate those guys..!

i got hurted reallly2 bad...

i m so scared n nervous..!

but suddenly i found somebody that could be the one....

n all the story begun...!

i fall in love with men again..!!!!

bull shit..!!!

i wish i could be lesbian....

i wish i could stop all this...!

i m so stumble upon with what is going on right now..

so damn2 hurted..!!!!!!!

i hope public will understand....

why did i choose this path...

i just can't stand again....

stand on my foot n pretend everything was happend is not hurting me... ;(