so damn confuse....

this hari raye.... so many things was happend to me...

yeah... like jatuh da... kene timpe tangge lak...

so damn hurted..!

sometimes i feel like i m so damn fool...

yes i am...!

i miss someone... that i v hurted....

i do want him to come back in mylife...

i do love him....

i v to admit coz i dont want to loose anybody else anymore...

i miss him...

b4 this i dont know how to show...

but when he walked away...

i feel so empty..... so lonely...

sometimes i feels like i want be single...

so hopefully i m not become like this.... but yes i can't!

i do have someone that i love deep inside my heart...

but.... i just can't deny i do love him too...!!

shit...!

n all of sudden...

there is someone came...

make me feel happy at the first... then i just can't stop that happend tooooo...!!!

setan tol...!!!!

i do love syahrul... i do...!!!

but i can't deny i love the rest too...!!

ya allah.... tabahkan la hati aku...

jauhkan la aku dr dugaan syaitan....

there r many path that i can choose...

why do this happend to me....~

where they didn't come when i don't have no body...

but now... so shit u know....~

i can just denied them like that...

yeah what.... i still depend on looking 4 the best..~

n still keep looking even there is perfect guy beside me...

nak nangis but i can't anymore...

feel so regret what was happend....

but i can't stopped that happend!!!

i want too.... but yeah i feel guilty...~

knape yg lain bisa.... mendua dgn mudahnya.....

but not me...!!

well... i v realize now....

i just can bubbling here n there...

i can't also just stop all of this like this...

i v to through all this....

there is at least a reason 4 something to happend....

ya allah.....

kembalikan la aku ke jalanmu....

aku mahu ketenangan itu....

aku mahu keredhaan mu....

amin....